Saturday, January 31, 2009
I remember JOY!
Hugs and JOY, Sue
Monday, January 26, 2009
My Fertility Story
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Thursday, January 22, 2009
Stand up and take charge of your life
My intention this year is to raise consciousness and awareness about fertility. I no longer feel the need to prove anything. Instead I want to educate and inform. I want help the world understand fertility so that they can support others through their journey with love, compassion and empathy. I want to empower women with the knowledge that they have the ability to heal themselves. There is an inner guidance within that will lead them on a path of self discovery and healing. A path that will transform their experience of every life situation, including their fertility journey.
It is time to take charge of your life. It is time to find your voice and stand up for your Self.
I will be your coach, your cheerleader and your FAITH until you begin to be all those things for your Self!
I believe in you! I know deep down, you believe in your Self, just as much as I believe in you!
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
What is your pain really trying to tell you?
All pain or discomfort stems from a thought. The thought can be conscious (what we hear ourselves saying in our head) or subconscious (what we don't "hear"). Each time I feel discomfort in my physical body I ask what thought created this discomfort and I open space in my mind for an answer. I have had this discomfort in my lower belly for a few weeks now and with my menstrual cycle came a great deal of back pain while I was meditating yesterday.
I was participating in a healing workshop called Spiritual Development lead by my soul sister, friend and Life Coach, Lisa Windsor. The meditation lasted about a 1/2 hour. My back was screaming at me and I wasn't willing to look at it. There was so much fear about looking at the thoughts associated with the pain that I was doing anything to avoid it. Finally one of the women in the group came over and placed her hands on my head. At first it was comforting and suddenly I had an image of being held up by my neck and shaken violently. The pain along my spine was intensified. There was so much anger around me and my thoughts were "why are you so angry with me, I didn't do anything wrong, why are you so angry with me?" playing over and over in my head. I broke down and cried, hanging my head in fear, trying to protect myself from the violence.
I was encouraged to lie down on my back and Lisa placed a blanket over me. With the love and support of the women surrounding me I explored my fear a little deeper. I was holding it in my right hip, pelvis (mostly in my uterus) and all the way up and down my spine. As I went a little deeper I realized I hated being a child. My childhood for the most part was so painful - physically and emotionally. I couldn't wait to grow up and although I have made peace with my past I absolutely wouldn't want to do it all over again.
The hidden belief I discovered from that healing session was that I wouldn't want any child to have to go through all the pain and suffering I endured as a child. How could I bring a baby into this world only to have them experience the pain I did as a child? No wonder I haven't gotten pregnant. Would any Mother knowingly put her child in a situation where she was certain there would be pain and suffering. WOW! What an "AHA moment".
After realizing the thoughts associated with my pain it suddenly disappeared. I felt warmth and space fill the areas as the pain melted away as if it was never there. I felt a sense of peace and love. I invited my spirit baby in and she eagerly snuggled into my womb. I surrounded her with love and let her know that I believe in her strength and I know that no matter what she faces in this physical life that she will be "ok" just as I am "ok" today. Every experience provides an opportunity to learn. I learned from my experience yesterday that I know my baby is coming to me - one way or another. I know that if she is not born in my physical body that she will be born in my heart. I know that if I can't be there to protect her when she arrives in this physical world that I will trust she will be ok and that I will listen deeply to the signposts to follow my path to bring her home. I trust I will arrive to get her at just the right time.
We all have a calling in this life and there are certain experiences we must have in order to bring us clearly on our path. My journey through childhood was exactly what I needed to be able to have the courage and strength to move through my fertility journey while holding on to trust and faith. I know my spirit baby has a destiny as well. She hears her calling and knows what path is best for her. During a meditation last Thursday I heard the words "Now that you are committed I need to go do something, but I will be back". She was gone for 2 days. I would call her spirit in and she wasn't there. I was sad and I missed her but I knew she was coming back. In hindsight I know that her leaving was for her and my highest good. For without her absence I wouldn't of had my experience with resistance, fear and pain. Now that I am on the other side of it I fell a sense of freedom, trust and pure unconditional love. I am no longer panicked and fearful to bring my child home in order to protect her. I choose to surround her with my love and she will come into this world feeling unconditional love whether she is born in my physical body through a pregnancy or in my heart through adoption.
I am deeply grateful and I thank you for listening.
Namaste
Thursday, January 15, 2009
I know you are out there
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Are you 100% committed to having a baby?
Ask yourself the following question and create space in your mind for the answer to pop up.
Am I 100% committed to having a baby?
Am I 100% committed to being a Mom?
If your answer was yes and you felt it in your entire being then you are 100% committed. If your answer wasn't a clear and strong YES (without any hesitation) then you are not 100% committed. On some level you don't believe you are ready, or worthy or able. Whatever the reason, the bottom line is that you need to line up your mind, body and spirit to be fully 100% committed.
The question then becomes, how do I get myself there? Stay tuned I will be blogging on subconscious beliefs that hold us back in life without our awareness. How do you discover these hidden obstacles and what can you do about them? I will share more insight with you as I reflect back on my own process through it.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
You Can Be a Mother! I believe in You!
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Namaste, Sue
Saturday, January 10, 2009
You must watch this!
One women in the group last night mentioned a video she watched that captured one couples fertility journey. I just watched it through the tears in my eyes. Please watch it and pass it on to others. Together, we can continue to increase awareness.
click here to view the video called Empty Arms
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Do I think Yoga for Fertility Can Help You Get Pregnant?
I recently became aware of one of my limiting beliefs that was negatively impacting my fertility for the last 2 years. It is not because my yoga practice didn't work. It is because I had a subconscious belief that if I were to get pregnant that I wouldn't be able to support my fertility clients. Many of them have trouble being around pregnant women. How could I sit in a Yoga for Fertility class and support them with my growing belly? Through awareness and yoga I have been able to let go of that limiting belief and trust that if I should become pregnant the experiences that occur are the ones that my clients and I need to be present to.
As of Dec 31st I created a sacred space in my home to began my own personal yoga practice each morning. Although I have been practicing yoga for many years, I have committed to begin a one hour practice each morning at 6am. I have been doing it for 6 days now and it feels great. I start each day with yoga, meditation and self reflection. I am even using my own voice guided Yoga for Fertility audio classes and I love it. I finally get to experience my own yoga classes. I am also taking at least 5 minutes before bed to meditate or listen to inspiring music. I sleep better and feel more rested each morning. I have more clarity in my mind and feel grounded and calm. My moments of upset are few and don't last very long. Things that I would fret about for days I can resolve and find peace around within an hour and even in some cases a few minutes.
Can yoga help you get pregnant? I know that yoga can help you find meaning in your fertility journey. In finding meaning, you will find peace and in finding peace anything is possible.
(click here to read the article in the Globe and Mail)